Pyro's Life: Konstantine </A>

Saturday, August 28, 2004


Something Corporate
(my all time favorite song)

I can't imagine all the people that you know and the places that you go when the lights are turned down low and I don't understand all the things you've seen but i'm slipping inbetween you and your big dreams it's always you in my big dreams and you tell me that it's over wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers and your restless, and i'm naked you've gotta get out you can't stand to see me shaking no could you let me go? I didn't think so and you don't wanna be here in the future so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past and you don't wanna look much closer cuz your afraid to find out all this hopeyou had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me and then you bring me home afraid to find out that you're alone and i'm sleeping in your living room but we don't have much room to live I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar maybe cross the country become a rock star and there was hope in me that i could take you there but dammit you're so young well i don't think i care and if i hurt you then i'm sorry please don't think that this was easy then you bring me home cuz we both know what it's like to be alone and i'm dreaming in your living room but we don't have much room to live and konstantine is walking down the stairs doesn't she look good standing in her underwear and i was thinking what i was thinking we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere my Konstantine came walking down the stairs and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair and i've been thinking it hurts me thinking that these nightswhen we were drinking no they never got us anywhere no this is because i can spell konfusion with a k and i like it it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car when the first star you see may not be a star I'm not your star isn't that what you said what you thought this song meant and if this is what it takes just to lie in my mistakes and live with what i did to you and all the hell I put you through I always catch the clock it's 11:11 and now you want to talk it's not hard to dream you'll always be my konstantine konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do no they'll never hurt you like i do no, no, no no no no no no this is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did hey you know you keep me up in bed this is to a girl who got into my head with all the fsked up things i did hey maybe baby you could keep me up in bed my Konstantine spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen and i said did you know i missed you? I miss you. And then you bring me home and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no and you'll kiss me in your living room i know you'll miss me in your living room cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room we don't have much room i said does anybody need that room? because we all need a little more room to live my Konstantine

I am sorry there are no real punctuation marks. Live with it :).

Today was... long. Fun, hard, good, bad, long. I worked most of today on my room. Got a whole lot done. I hope to have it finished by October *knock on wood*.

After that, I got ready and went to Kara's house for a little bit before the dance and just kinda hung out. We went to the dance and things got interesting.

For the first time ever, it was an outdoors. In my opinion, kinda cool. I dont know if I like it better, but regardless, it was fun.

A lot of it was hard, extremely hard. I really don't want to write it down here, so I'm not going to. I know I'll remember it, there is no way it could leave my mind. 'Tatoo it on this tainted heart...'

Though, there were tons of times that it was extremely fun. It quickly switches from one extreme to another. There hasn't been one single stake dance that hasn't been dramatic in some way shape or form. All I can do is salvage what I can to make it a good experience. Because, I truly did have fun. There were some hard times, and emotionally it is all I can do to watch someone so broken... especially when you know there isn't a ton you can do to help. I really wish I could write, and not being able to is driving me crazy. A lot of my old stuff clicks well (check out 'Imagine' and 'Black and White' at but I can't write anything new. My head is too full of all this crap flying around.

Well, enough of that. The dance really was a blast. Just ran around doing weird dance moves and acting like a freak. Dave, Jared and I created a few just for fun. Then slow dances, I tried to dance all of them. Danced with Kara twice. Also danced with Trish, Chelsey, Lori, Sarah, some girls I don't know, I can't remember everyone :). It was fun though, really really cool to dance with Chelsey. Music was for the most part, half decent. I ran around screaming 'Avril Lavigne sucks' when 'Skater Boy' was playing. Then the last dance when I was dancing with Trish, Mike was giving us an evil glare. I always think its hilarious when he does that. I just smiled and flipped him off. I probably am a jerk, I'll repent for that one. Still it was satisfying and funny at the same time.

Well, I am going to hate myself tomorrow. Gonna ache all over... oh well. Maybe I will be able to sleep tonight. That would be cool.

I wonder how the events of next week will unfold. My birthday is comming up, meaning I'm a tad bit closer to my guitar! Dan is going to teach me lessons every Wednesday. He is an amazing teacher, I learn so much from him. And on top of that, he's an awesome guy. Lets hope this next week goes well.



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